I don't remember much from last night because I was in a deep sleep, but I do remember that I had night terrors, but I don't remember what they were of. I was definitely being chased by someone; it wasn't seductive, it was murderously chilling. I do remember waking up a couple of times to see Fox News, but I really do not remember everything. There was a reporter that looked like you before I fell back asleep and eventually changed my TV to CNN's Anderson Cooper.
Anyway, the retweeted twitter of "Sarahchalette," or whatever was an obvious enough message for me that you definitely are stalking me and know where I live.
My only guess of your intentions is to bring cruelty for reasons unknown. There is always the excuse with the "mo" issue which is obvious. I really think you have another agenda and are angry at something that really isn't related to something I did when I was a kid.
Maybe you're mad at my reaction to the show and you are displacing your anger. Maybe you are capitalizing with some sort of offense with what I may have said about Megan Fox or someone else. I'm pretty clueless at what your cruelty is for.
Anyway, you have now shifted my perception to see you much differently. I don't give you a complete number and label but I put you in the category of the wealthy who can pretty much get away with anything for the fact that they are wealthy. I have already thought the abuse and cruelty has been ridiculous, I grow more numb to it each day even though some "rightly" punishments progress into increased hostility and vileness. If it was something that I "should" be seriously murdered for, I'm sure someone would have murdered me by now, but I think if it is something that I will eventually get murdered for, I think it will make the cruel people look even more foolish in their authoritarianism.
If this really is meant as seduction: some sort of club, hook, or capture, I dream of the day when things are done differently. I am straight but am cold for the very fact of how I am captured and treated. It gives others the impression that I'm gay with the way I treat men in return, but I am the type who is angry, silent, offended, and silently hostile when I get treated the way that I get treated. I get more disgusted and find it sadistic when some people still push after that for me to be "happy" or "grateful." I don't know if you will take it far as other people do where you become Lars and I your blow up doll, but I'm not afraid to be a little more exposing to put a more pressured spotlight on you.
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